I, Me and Myself

Saturday, February 11, 2006

soliloquy

life's a bitch... sometimes
why cant i say what i want to say to some people. why cant i muster the guts to tell them exactly what i feel about them. why am i the biggest pushover in this world?
life never has any answers for us. it's a game where you sit and find out the damn questions in the first place.
people come and people go. some leave impressions, most dont.
it's a terrible terrible feeling when everything is going to end and you suddenly realise that your investments are worth nothing....

*you never got to tell that friend of yours how hurt and angry you were when she parted ways after all you have been through and all you have done for her.
you never got to tell that guy you hate the way he treats you cos he'd never take you seriously.
you never mustered the guts to tell that girl, she is a farce in your eyes because she will stop being your friend.
you never got to thank that girl who has stuck by you.. thick and thin.. when you did nothing to deserve it.
you never got the guts to realise that after three years you were in love with him... you always were.
you never alpologised to the people who deserved your loyalty when you left their side.
you never got to tell that guy that he cant take honesty... even if it was screaming in his face..because he was too scared
you failed to recognise you're the biggest hypocrite in this world.

Life is weird. things that are supposed to set you free, tie you down... and you are left at the end of the road, toward the beginning of a path, confused.

Posted by vidi :: 6:38 AM :: 3 wisecracks:

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