I, Me and Myself

Monday, June 15, 2009




"Sunday, June 18, 2006

...and wen i had every weird wish fulfiled and got everything i had wanted... someway or the other... suddenly i knew it was all coming to an end."


I felt tears sting my eyes. How could I have possibly got a GPA as low as I did when people less better than me did way better than my pathetic excuse of a result? I’ll never forget how I felt that day. What could I possibly write worth reading? Rejected, bitter, jealous of all who had done better than me. Sad, depressed, deflated, broken.

I stopped writing.

How could I have possibly got a GPA as high as I did? Topper?!!? How can I possibly summarise the journey from then to today in a single sentence, or a single post? How will anybody understand what this means to me? It is not about grades, it never was. Accepted. Elated, astonished.Grateful.Alive, mad happy, mended.

Tears sting my eyes. A full circle.

I start writing…


"Sunday, June 18, 2006

...and wen i had every weird wish fulfiled and got everything i had wanted... someway or the other... suddenly i knew it was all coming to an end."



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